Half naked Tree and the beetles are back

After I nipped to subway at the esso garage to get myself a sub not toasted, and full of fresh salady goodness,  I noticed this tree showing its bare underparts.

I thought it was quite unusual,  I asked a passerby if she knows why this tree is like this.

She told me some men removed the bark because the tree is infected by something and this is what they needed to do.

as you can see the tree has been marked or tagged. 

Anyway I proceeded to Skegness beach to find a spot in one of the side shelters so I can enjoy my sandwich without the southern breeze in my face.

I notice that some tiny beetles landing on my arms just like my blog that I wrote 10 years and 10 days ago.

The image from back then doesn't really show the true extent of how many there were back then.

So if you plan on having a picnic, it maybe best if you take a popup beach hut to eat inside. 

Also I noticed the tiny black wasps on the hunt for these little bugs.

So don't mind them, they are completely harmless to us.

The black bugs are attracted to bright colours and pale skin when light rebounds of us.

I am being invaded by these bugs as I write this blog. It's been very cloudy all day 

But the sun is starting to break through from the westerly direction. 

So it looks like a nice end of the day.

This is normally the time of year when I look forward to helping baby spiders.

At the front of pier down next to the sand is where ya can find thousands of baby spiders. I  like to watch them close up as they climb up my hand to the tip of my pointing finger and lift up their abdomen and inject silk into the air to catch the wind. Sometimes they anchor them selves to my finger tip to fly like a kite until the wind goes where the spider wants to go.

Then it's off, using its legs to manoeuvre the winds and gliding exactly where it intends to go.

This is when a baby spider becomes a Flyder.

I will try get some images that o taken few years ago and add them here. 

So please follow my blog if you want to see them

Blink once we start, Blink twice Im Ready blink a third Time and open my eyes To another Vibrant world

Last night I had some intense discoveries in my Dream. I was introduced with what looked like 2.5 by 2.5 inch effleressant block that reflects all the colours of the rainbow all over it.

Then It was snapped in half close to my eyes, then I was asked to blink 3 times so I did.

The first blink was to activate and the second blink to prepare to get ready

Then on the third blink I open my eyes to a very colourful vibrant place full of fantasy.

It was like I was seeing colour from a different perspective completely, there were little unicorns and rainbows and all different forms of life and some were almost like cartoon.

They seemed like they were avitars of other people from different places, I don't even think I was even me, I felt smaller than normal and my arms were very short and white and when turned to face my eyes they were pink toe like paws, but still I didn't know what or who I was, but whatever it was it let me see so vividly,  i noticed that I just wanted to run around and jump rather than talk. At some point an interaction  with another avitar would cause our surroundings to change size and our form to change randomly but I wasn't sure what I was during the next transformation but i am sure i was human form based on the other person  changing to a woman, who then changed again to an anime girl, I was so intrigued as I watch this other person change almost poetically and to his or her mood, because niether of us really knew our actual default form. We just went with the flow. 

Maybe the softer vibrant colours I saw were related to what I heard that woman have an extra chromosome that allow them to see more colour the  men, so maybe this world let me see the way they do.

I woken up from my what seemed like a virtual reality in my dream.

I was amazed that this whole experience was all In my head but was so amazingly technical that it felt as if it was all possible or just an idea that could be possible. 

So I went back to sleep again, and so again i was i had another effirridesent square coin in my fingers.

I snapped it in half in front of my eyes and proceeded to the 3 eyed blinks, and on the 3rd time I closed my eyes to reality and reopened as a new random Avatar again, 

This is the first time I have been able to go back to sleep and continue,  almost like logging onto a game system and selecting a game. After I woken up again, and went back to sleep I went back to that world again but it was different than the others. I didn't do the quare coin entrance this time.

It was as if it was the future of the gaming experience, as if it was a real entertainment technology that everyone e was using, but because nobody is watching TV any more and avoiding adverts and shopping online, companies found away of putting adverts into this world, like 4D pop ups that kept blocking my path, and distracting me from my adventures,  I hit the X on the top right, then another advert popped up right in front of my eyes, it said if you want to get rid of these pop ups then pay for VIP then pay a monthly prescription charge. 

I was like, dam this, this is my mind, and your friggin trying to charge me to use my own graphics card (My imagination)

That's outrageous,  then I woken up so outraged, I hate adverts, lucky for my my cat Lucidia was there to calm me down, awwwwwe Lucidia, she flops down on my side as I lay sideways ready to get up.

I don't mind the concept my dream is trying to show, but if ever adverts get in my dreams, well that I will not allow.

Spiritual Bond between Me and a cat that goes beyond science

This post is 15 years over due and seriously needs to be shared, Because it is a discovery that adds to the amazing things that mankind can do.
Please be warned, Open mind is recommended.

During 2003 I used to be a Security Guard at college in Clifton in Nottingham.
I used to do night shifts and only live 5 minutes walk away from my Job.
Jake the cat connected with me from kitten and we shared an understanding that needed no words.

When I used to go to work, Jake would later show up and do patrols around the site with me and I used to have a table in the boiler house where I would camp in-between patrols throughout the shift, I had a hedgehog snuggled under the desk from the cold, and Jake sitting next to the hedgehog.

Jake would sometimes go back to the house for food and then meet up with me again near the time of finishing my job so he could walk back with me. Right by my side walking down the streets like a dog.

If a dog walker was to pass, Jake would hold his ground and the dog owners used to need to pull the dogs around the him.
Jake was the most brave and most wild nature'd cat that ever known and it made me feel like I was the only one with exclusive rights to be so close to him.

After every shift Jake used to try take ownership of my soft pillow right where my head should go, and I would have to find a space for my head at the side.
Most times I had to just make do, its as if he is the working one coming home to bed.

Then one day I came home from work extra sleepy as I had just done a longer shift than normal because late taken off from duty.

So when I got home and ready for bed, Jake already had my pillow again, But this time I lifted Jake from the middle of the pillow and placed him at the side.
I then lay ed head faced down just to go, ahhhhh! yes this is great.

Then Jake grabbed me on the back of the neck with his mouth and I then awwww Jake what ya doing?
I did laugh at the same time because he really had to debate over the pillow and I said to him I really need the pillow more than you.
I then picked him up and placed him outside my bedroom door and closed it.

Then headed strait to my bed and said, ha ha Jake, I have it all to myself.

Then little did I know, he had already thought up a plan.
He ran down stairs and out the the cat flat of back door, and then climbed onto conservatory roof in rear garden and onto window ledge and then in the window,
but I was to tired to get up so he made do with the side of the pillow for the first time.

The strangest part of placing him outside my room door, is that I also imagined that's what he would do if he was a smart cat, and his timing was so unreal that it was as if he picked up on my thoughts.

OK this routine lasted a while until the moment that has left  be baffled all these years, even to this day.
There was one time when I was going to bed, it was light outside, I think it was my Day off, but still I sleep the same as when i worked.

On this time I laid down about to go to sleep, I heard a heart beat loud in my hears, at first I thought maybe it was my own, But I was relaxed, Then suddenly when i laid there with eyes closed, my eyes opened to see a shadow of a man looking down towards a corner of a garden hedge, Then the heat beat started to slow down until he closed his eyes and then the heart beat had completely subsided,

I then sat up and thought to myself, what was that? it was so strange and yet impossible, so I brushed it aside as simply a reaction to sleep deprivation and Jake would just come home as normal.

Even when months had passed, I would think, he would still return as I still tried to dismiss that he didn't die even though I could feel an empty gap from that day that i denied in the hope that i could have been wrong.

Now all these years later thinking back, I discovered I can Calm and communicate with wild nature'd cats through emphatic understanding, by offering them a mutual respect that seems to make them click.
Last year I stayed with a night at my nephews dads home, as I was attending a wedding near by and needed somewhere to rest.
In the morning I sat in the hallway on a chair by the stairs and saw a cat.
I gave it my emphatic look and was really calm, He then walked up-to me and licked the back of my hand 3 times.

Darren my Nephews Dad needed to do a school run, and left me at his house with the cat.  I noticed the cat to be quite large but not fat, just well fed.
The back door that lead out from kitchen to the over grown grass, I noticed the cat then hunt and catch a mouse, and completely eaten it for food.
That's answered how he was the way he was. He didn't like what they fed him and this made his wild nature'd personality strong.

I went and sat down in the front room where he soon joined me.
I then thought to myself, that its an opportunity for me to test my abilities.

First he sat on the next armchair arm and looked at me.
Then I attempted to do what I did earlier and connected with him.
Moments later almost like I had just blinked and there he was, with both paws on my chest purring and eyes closed giving an overwhelming happy vibe, Its like he had completely submitted to me or something.
Suddenly there was a very soft warm glow all around the cat, almost invisible if too much thought was taken into account.
I was like, I have no witnesses to this, and my phone was out of reach.
It was an amazing site to see to me.

When I was back at home and talked about the cat to my nephew, his first response,  Ouch that dam cat really hurts.
In fact everyone is afraid of him and said he has bad temper.

I feel privileged to have been treated with respect.
Who knows Jake may have unlocked something in me as a leaving gift, So now i just want to calm more cats for people.


It feels like a super power, so i got interested in the psychology of other creatures too.
empathy abilities work on dogs too, But not all dogs,   Depends on the dog companion and their connection with the dog.

Some people just have pets, and some people connect and bond with their pets in a way words can not..

Its all about how you look at them,  some people just look at the pet, or through them, But a true em-path see them for who they are right to their soul, And when that happens, you can befriend them anyone.

It works on people too, I apologize to all the people who I changed from Criminal ambitions to soft chilled out people. you all know who you are, Bullies at school to gangs who caused trouble when someone looks at them wrong. I have gotten through to them but understanding them and build on it.
some of them were really bad mannered and have bad tempers, but I see through that and they discover that I am still here for them.

There is a lot more I could say about this ability, but for now i will leave you here, and please follow my blog, to be kept up to date.

I have so much to still share with you.

Vivid Dream in my Mind

Last night I had a very interesting dream.
It started off as a vivid walk around a full coloured Dream version of our Reality.
Everything was focused so well, better that my woken eyes can see.
I could even walk perfectly.
Whilst I was in this state of Dream, I decided to exam everything at close detail, and that meant that I look at words on products and things around me, Signboards above shops, I was in a that was like the seaside town of Skegness but Not Skeg.

As I knew I hadn’t given my mind time to think ahead of myself.
At this point whilst I type this report, I can’t remember the words I saw but I can give an idea of what kind of gibberish I was seeing.

XOBN. POXEN JOHHS BIIIOHOX

Sometimes the words were made with other shapes,
Like triangles and squares.

At this point I knew that everything was created by my own mind.
I simply thought to my self that I have an amazing mind to dream so much detail.

I looked up at the sky and saw dark a great expanse of storm like clouds,
I knew that I love storm clouds and maybe that’s why I was dreaming of them.

So I taken advantage of this to experiment with my dream some more.
I went to a large grassy like area near the sea, and I willed a tornado to be born, and I made it grow and shrink with amazing control.
I then made it go away, then I walked into the spot where it had disapated.
Then I decided I would ride a new tornado from the middle.
First I started with a light breeze that I could feel all around my body, and because it was my tornado, I decided I would not spin around with it.
Then as the wind became stronger I could feel myself being lifted higher and higher.
The feeling of the power of the wind and my arms stretched out by my sides I felt so much trust in this wind that I decided to close my Dream eyes as I made a storm surround me with lightning and the power in the tornado really lifting me ever so high.
This uplifting feeling made me sad because I was so happy because I was actually living a life long dream, In the most controlled realistic perspective that real life could never offer.
I chosen to close my eyes because this let my physical Dream body focus on feeling and the sounds without the distractions of what I would have seen up in the sky.
The forces flowed through me enriching my soul with the elements of nature.
Then after a while I decided to lower myself to the ground, Still with my eyes closed as I was still testing my trust in my control. Until my feet touched the ground, then I simply walked backward out of the tornado so I could watch it spin and dance with marvel.
So now with this discovery of my mind and how i can control the weather, maybe i have a lot of new reasons to get back to this blog with amazing content for you all to read.

Dream About a Blue Plasma Horse

I had a Dream about a Horse that had chosen me as it's keeper of it's Soul,  This Horse was in fact laying on a large table and people were about to do some important operation to try save the little horse that was inside her.  Some one said to me that this horse is yours because she is connected with you spiritually.
I was asked to leave the room, whilst thinking to myself how wonderful it was to have been selected.
I have in real life, experienced a connection with a Cat to this kind of level,  And to have a Bond from a horse spiritually was easily understandable and accepted Instantly.

Mean while some time later in my Dream, I was told the horse and her foal have passed away.
I knew this was a Dream, But I still felt emotions to the loss.
Then I saw the Horse surrounded in a blue plasma waves all over her body,
She wanted me to know that dying was just the begging of her life and the Young one was in a greater place.
She wanted me to know that she will be able to continue her existence where ever I go, And the dream world was really a place that contained her.

Now I am awake, I wonder if the Blue Plasma Horse spirit rides on through me in my woken life or just in my dreams. That is yet to be discovered.
I might even think of having that as a Tattoo some day.

Also regarding the connection I had with my Cat,  I will write about that in this blog soon.

How I Kept my Paranormal life secret until now

When I was 6 years old, I conquered my nightmares around a world surrounded in strange happenings.  At that age, The strange was considered normal,  At this age in the 70's, The things teachers would speak could only be imagined in a completely different way In my mind.
They told us that tornado's cut through buildings and everything in their path.  In my mind! I would be looking out for giant sawmill blades cutting through everything in my path.
These years were the earliest part of my paranormal life,  when I remember seeing a man look through the corner of the ceiling, I was told that I said I also saw a dog too.  But I cant recollect that memory so well as I looked directly at the mans face.
I wasn't afraid of it because as far as I new, It was normal.
I was told that I was seen talking to something on the stairs, But that part I don't remember sorry.
When I was 8 years old we moved from Lincoln to Nottingham to the Hyson Green flats that have been knocked down for a long time now,  And it was the beginning of the time I started to just ignore the all I had experienced.  It was only as I grew up I stared to learn what I experienced wasn't normal.

I still were exposed to paranormal events, When we moved to the Top of Brewster's Road in St Anne's at number 68  My Mum or Dad rearranged my beds location in the bedroom, to the back corner too the road outside.

Haunted Bed location behind wall 

As I lay'ed there some angry man stormed into the bedroom and grabbed me by the chest tightly and  yanked or pulled me from my bed. And then he would be gone when I hit the ground.
So I got back up and went back into my bed.
The next day, about the same time, This angry man again stormed into my bedroom and did the same as before, and again he vanished as I hit the floor quite a few meters from my bed.
I got up! I then Pulled and pushed my bed to another spot in my room! And it never happened again.  I didn't even tell anyone because I didn't want to seem out of place to my friends.
As well as trying to hide this side of my Life, I also kept my Creativity side hidden from friends as I didn't know anyone that would understand my world.
These are just a small sample of what I left behind and what now seems to be waking up inside me.
I think that some traumatic events are picked up and played back when the right person and the location are entwined,  creating these events.
(These are like recordings, I believe these can also be people who are not dead. And are not entities or spirits as such).

Now lets push ourselves away from them events to when i was about 17-18 years old
I experimented with looking around corners whilst sitting with my eyes closed.
My brother chosen 3 cards in total for me to see.
I would visualize each card by moving out from my body and looking around the corner and seeing the the cards.  Then i would return back to myself with no effort at all
After it worked 3 times in a row, I decided the more i get right, the more freaked out i would get.
More other experiments were conducted secretly between my self.
I went to lay down to specifically have ago at leaving my bed whilst laying down.
I floated through the bed, through the floor into the bathroom That was bright because someone left the light on, Then I went through the floor again and came out in the Dinning room.
The room light was off and i could see Both Brothers, one playing on Sonic the hedgehog on the Sega Mega drive and the other watching.
That is when I discover that we can even pick up sound too.

Then I decided to go back up through the ceiling and through the bathroom floor upto the bedroom and then through my bed strait into my own body.
I then got up and ran down stairs to see exactly what I saw from my experiment.

Ken Greene who was known as the name Angela Britvic and renowned for his generous contribution to charity for Guide dogs, After raising money for over 70 guide dogs doing charity disco service putting on acts and cheering up crowds.

Ken also had the ability to read people and he could sense that I carry a Gift, An ability to communicate with spirits. At the time, I didn't take him too seriously, I just carried on doing my own experiments and also I doubted everything I had done, And often dismissed my experiences as false memories. And some of them involved allowing spirits into my body and a friend getting hurt, and they all were spirits trying to warn me of something bad that is going to happen. But regardless I blamed the spirits for causing the events that happened in the first place. And one was a Fire, I did the " Is there any body there" And dam it! Something bloody talked through me warning me about a fire.  Few moments later, My sister opened the kitchen door and there was fire running up the wall to the kitchen ceiling.
I still don't know if that was someone trying to help or cause it. Or something was trying to protect me from the other side.

Again I am going to skip forward in my life even though that so much did happen, Its just that i felt

By building you up from events that could be contributed to what I am now, we can build an idea to what I am about to become as i feel as if my abilities are now starting to return.

Now lets come to our Time 2017,  But 2 years before the event that happened only a few days ago.
I visited My sister and her family and stayed for a few days, Whilst I was sitting on a chair in his room, something assumed I would allow it to communicate or take control over my body, I always thought that we have to give them permission before they can do that.
What do I look like to them?
How do I stand out to spirits?  Do i Vibrate also in their frequency? Or they just notice that I can sense them? So they assume I can be used as an host.
What a battle it was for me to fight and push out with all my rejected thoughts,  My whole body resonated with a strange energy and after my final rejection push! I was left with ache all over my body that left me with the reminder in the form of after pains.

Now lets go to present day
Friday before the weekend that has just gone, I went to Swindon again,  I stayed at my sisters again and sleep'ed on the downstairs sofa.
Whilst I was there, at no point did I go upstairs to sit on that chair in my nephews bedroom.
Nothing at all happened whilst I was there.

But when I got back to Skegness where I currently live.
I lay'ed down, Suddenly I was having a battle for my body.
I kept losing movement control and had that strange energy flow all over my body and it felt like my heart had stopped.  It felt like something was trying to take control of my body and i had to fight for movement,  But as soon as i gained control, It tried to take over again, Every time i felt the need to rest as got weaker and weaker.
This entity was then trying to take control of my mouth movements, As I had lost the ability to speak with my physical mouth! I always felt that I had an astral mouth too.
So I shouted out " To whoever has been watching over my life through out the years, To the one that has intervened and have helped me out in lots of situation, I am calling for your help right now.
Please help this entity get to where it should be and out of my life.

Then a few more moments of this entity clinging to my body! It was as if it was being pulled away from me, yet it hold'ed on so tightly!  I could hear a savage like screeching sound through my own mouth and alternated between my physical and Astral mouth as it opened and close repeatedly under my face! as it was the last part that it had hold of me.
Sounded more like a Tasmanian Devil to be honest.

I Pulled myself away from that position, then I kind of sat up and supported my face with my hand and elbow rested on sofa arm.
I was still feeling the aches from the strange energy flow that I had been feeling.  Again it seemed like my body was being inhabited by somethings own frequency, and this creating the Unstable conditions that were felt as strange energy waves.

I am also feeling like my third eye maybe waking up after all these years and at the moment I can only see plasma and energy without my eyes.

Every thing I have written in this post are only my events as they happened, and I do hope that my experiences do become of great use and who knows, I might save some peoples lives in the process.

None of this is made up and is no way meant to be mocked.

please follow and comment if you can relate to my experience thank you.


 

The Astral-naughts Space Travel

Is the answer to traveling across space looking us in the face?

If we want to travel to other worlds without the massive costs and risk to lives then we need a different way of thinking.
Even if we were to reach these speeds needed, Any dust fragment could cause destructive results, The odds and chances of this happening are very high in deed.
Here are a few ideas of my own:

I think we would need to vibrate at a frequency that allows us to move through solid matter.

Maybe the secret to traveling faster and reaching other stars is to use our own Sun, By using it as our jump start as we vibrate into a phase then safely ride from star to star like Dot to dot.

If not this way, Maybe learn to astral travel and become Astralnaughts, and travel the speed of thought, Known as spontaneous astral travel.

The ability to use our Third eye has been inhibited for many years now.
The Pineal  Gland that is our sense that has been clouded in many ways through foods and drinks and even drugs and maybe in other things that we are forced to follow.

I have tested out my sight in the early 90's and I did find that i did 4 things that turned over positive results, My very skeptic brother claims the results to be fluke, but I would sit in a chair facing my brother whilst he removed a random playing card from the deck.
I would close my eyes and then project my vision forward and around to the other side of the card.

I did this 3 times in a row getting them spot on and also it freaked me out at the same time.
I even decided to try my first ever astral projection experiement, I left my body and floated through the bedroom floor, into the bathroom then I went through that floor with a nice smooth flow.

As my point of view came out into the dinning room I could see both my brothers next to the Sega Megadrive and one of them playing Sonic the Hedgehog and too my amazement i could even hear the music playing from the game.
So then I dashed back up through the Bathroom and into my bedroom strait under my bed into my body again.
My body pulled me back with no effort.
Then I got up out of bed and then went down 2 flights of stairs into the dinning room to see exactly what i saw in my experiment.

But later I discovered Spontaneous Astral Travel, also through my own experiments.
This is an ability to travel great distances at the speed of thought.
My first Spontaneous Astral travel experience revealed proof of something else that could mean we could meet up with other beings from other places.
Please read my post Dream Same Dream to fill you in more depth.

So now i would like to get together other people who can do this, so we can create the worlds First Astralnaughts space program.

Please follow me and keep Dreaming.