Exploring the world deep inside my own mind

A few days ago my friend Mario recommended that I should try eating porridge before I goto bed and I did try it 3 nights ago and every night since and I will do the same again when I have finished writing this blog.
What I have discovered is that some how the porridge satisfies my body so much so that I can have an even more pleasant relaxed sleep.
1/3 of porridge oats with 300ml of goats milk, no sugar (the lactic acids in this milk are a lot more gentle than cows milk)
After watching an episode of Dr who Saturday night, the episode where they journey to the centre of a tardis,
It gave me the idea to explore inside the world of my own mind.
So last night I did just that, instead of focusing outside my dream world, it gave me the chance to really try and find out what I really am, who am I really, taking away all of our worlds memories and distractions and search my soul to find out where I was before I came into this world.
There has got to be intelligence beyond this realm because its that what caused us to exist in the first place.
I have discovered rooms in my mind, with books and memories captured by events in my life, but the books seem to contain infinite knowledge beyond this life, maybe they are passed lives that i have lived, but I must stay calm and not rush into this knowledge as I feel I maybe about to meet my real self.
As we grow from child to adult the person we were 10 years ago seems dead and who you are now is another level of thinking. I believe meeting our self in our own mind would help us to focus on our own self.
If you look back in my dreams blog you will find some amazing Dream tales that will show you how amazing my dream stories can be, as I am a very rare person to have walked amongst other people's dreams and had proof to back it up.
So now I want to explore my self.
I will write the outcome of my newest dream experiment on this blog so please follow,



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Last night I dream of a tidal wave

Last
night I was having a normal dream until I noticed something white coming down into to distance, it wasn't bright, but a pale white colour, it was also followed by a smaller round ball of pale white, then the ground made a grumble sound, and moments later I noticed high waves of water coming from far away getting close so very fast, but then I was intrigued, because I thought to myself, I didn't plan to see what I was dreaming, and felt like congratulating the dream fx team,
Anyway I hooded my hands towards the waves and said "Pause"
But I allowed the scared people chance to climb to higher ground at the same time.
Then I thought I would play about with this tidal wave, I pushed my hands towards the wave and said rewind, and the tidal wave retreated just as fast away from us.
Then I decided that the wave never even happened in the 1st place,
Everything was fine for a moment, because I forgot about what caused the waves in the first place, so they still came back down and impacted, only to send another tidal wave our way.
But by then every body was on high ground on some Rocky Mountain.
And this time I just let the wave just pass, as everybody was safe, and also because I knew it was just a dream.
I really like it when my dream world gives me surprises like this.
What ever happens, I never wake up from dreams people normally would.
I find nightmares a challenge to conquer.
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My Dream of the Spiraling stairs to another land

Last nights dream was purely inspiring.

I saw this spiraling staircase towering high above the clouds and i was drawn with so much curiosity.

As i walk to this tower and gazed upward, it looked like it was swaying in the wind,

I could hear metal warping and creaking  and also a whistling sound

them seemed to echo into the distance.

Spiraling Stairway into the sky

It took me ages to climb all these stairs but even when i was above the clouds i wasn't sure where i would end up.

The stairs went through many cloud layers before i found myself in a city street.

Stairway in the clouds

People were going about their daily lives carrying shopping talking and so on.

But the only thing different was the people were just flying about,

I was the only person walking on the ground.

People found me very interesting.

I hear somebody say hey that guy can walk on the ground just like a bird.

It was a strange way to be thought of.

I knew it was a dream, and that in my dreams i can fly, but here it seemed like everybody flies about like its no big deal.

I decided to blend in and fly  to lower curiosity.

After i had a coffee in one of their bars i think i must of bought a table or something from a shop.

But the frame of mind knowing i was dreaming was faded.

All i knew is i needed to get this furniture home.

Somebody assisted me to carry table to stairs, this person was a floor walker like me, who also had come up the spiraling stair case.

And as we started to descend the stairs i saw the stairs lead far down to the ground and the clouds below were gone.

The stairs were swaying about as i was carrying the higher end of table and navigating the stairs.

Then i had a call on my phone in real life.

I missed the call but i'm glad i was woken at that point, saving me from scaling all them steps downwards.

I just thought it was such a nice dream and it was too nice not to share.

Dreams can come true

My dreams sometimes come true

Hello i have not written anything regarding my dreams for a while,  Maybe thats because i have been trying to understand the reasons for the Dreams.

For about 3 nights of dreams i have dreamed of a flood or surge of water but when i have the dream i hold my hand up at the fast coming wave and say stop (Pause) and then i see the people paused also so i moved my hand to the people and said un pause people but with the other hand i kept the wave still.

As soon as i got the peoples attention i rewound the world appart from the people so that they have a chance to get out of arms way.

Being able to pause my dreams and rewind disasters has been my own way of dealing with the bad things in dreams leading me onto an adventurous hunts to find the cause of events.

But after my 3rd dream of the surge i looked on theworld quake readings site and saw that a 4.8 quake happened in a perfect spot where if was double the size of its self could make the event really play out.

Look at my example bellow.

In the pass 2 months i have noticed about 2 more smaller quakes than this and only now seeing them getting bigger.

Last night i saw a few people waiting in a line along a road using horses to help them travel some place maybe because cars were not practicle anymore.

But as i noticed a horse fall to the ground i was curious to why that happened.

Then the horse behind collapsed down, then the next.

As i noticed the people were fine and it was just the cattle falling down i assumed there was a virus that doesnt effect people i shouted down the line qurrentine, Then other people who heard me! also passed on the message by shouting as the agreed with me.

I already found evidence as above shows that it is possible for us to get a surge.

Now i wonder if there was a a airborne virus that can kill animals, that is somthing i have never known of.

On the 4 April 1991 i worked at boots in the D6 building helping with salvage of card board and assisted the pickers and packers, But the night before my job, I had a Dream that my work place had a big fire, It was so big that i assumed a plane must have crashed into the building.

But that day when i was compressing card into a hopper the fire alarm sounded.

It was only when i got to the assembly point that i noticed black smoke comming out the roof then the black smoke came down over us all so we had no time to have our names taken, we all had to run any way we can, The smoke was so toxic.

It took weeks to cough up that black smoke.

I did find it strange how i dreamed of a big fire then it happens for real.

The cause of the fire was a forklift driver who burst a erosal can and made a spark the quickly became a big fire.

Thats just an example of the fact that my dreams can sometimes really happen.

Maybe i dreamed of the flood s3 times so that i can warn people before its too late.

Any way i am glade i wrote this down on my Dreams blog. Who knows other people may have dreamed what i have.

Bad Omen on midnight of 2012

This year i wipped out the go-pro 2 HD and started filming as the whole of England starts creating a network clash by sending out so many text messages out at the same time. Just imagine if how many messages there would have been sent and returned. This video bellow gives you a funny example of what its like when we forget to wish the people around us a happy new year. So i was glad i realised this and started filming the caos. On the count down i knocked over my glass of champane on the dot. I re-worded it as starting the year with a splash too not accept this as a omen. But when i got home and sat down i knocked over a open bottle of wine but corrected this as soon as possible to reduce any loss also on that day my Ceramic knife slided off the draining rack onto the floor and smashed. My nokia c3 mobile phones touch panel also stopped working on this day! and is still not letting me read every bodies new years messages and greetings. So if you didnt get a reply then please forgive me. Regardless of these events i spent the rest of the next day being so careful by being fully consious and aware, so i can beat the omens flow in its track. Please watch this video and enjoy.
Lets wait and see if the caos theorey exists. As my accidents all happened at same day regarless of how careful i was. I am the person filming this new years even.
Maybe me having all the bad luck at once was my way of clearing my self for a accident free year and for me to completely turn it around.

What happens when i die?

Hello i the creator of this blog has not written any of the following down but recommend a good read if you worry about what happens when you die.

I feel that this person has explained in a way i would have liked to do.

So please have a good read and share with other people who may need lighting wisdom.

The words below are not in terms of religion but explain in a way science would explain.

Death And Thereafter

By : Dinesh Singh

Nobody on this planet has got the lease of eternal life. Whosoever is born is destined to perish. This is true in case of all living beings from the human, animal and plant kingdoms. This being so, our curiousity is bound to arise to know about the mystery of death and what happens thereafter. Does something go out of the body and if so, what and whereto? We can tell from our experience that when a man dies, all his body-parts remain intact but without the sweet fragrance of life. It is like a dead flower whose scent has withered away. All the sense organs - eyes, ears, nose, tongue and skin – remain in their respective places but without the power of perception. All the organs of action, hands, feet etc. are immaculately in place but without any motion or energy to act. Then, how is it that the body suddenly becomes dysfunctional? It is because the bio-energy (pran) and senses which vitalize multifarious organs and physiological functions of the body have deserted it. Technically speaking, it is the occurrence of ‘death’ of the gross body, which is disposed of in various ways as per customs of various religions.   What remains after death? Does anything of the terminated life remains to form a link with a future existence? Related to this question is the enigma of rebirth. If the theory of rebirth is accepted, a question instantly pops up: rebirth of what? What is it that takes birth again? The gross body has already perished and cannot reappear again. Sanatana Dharam, popularly known as Hindusism, addresses this question in the most scientific manner. We have observed above that death of the gross body occurs when the bio-energy (pran) and senses desert it. It is clear that they do not perish along with the gross body. The mind and ego also do not perish along with the gross body. So what remain after death of the gross body are bio-energy, senses, mind and ego. All these combine to constitute what we call ‘astral-body’ (Sukshma-shareer). It is this astral body that, in course of time, takes another gross body, which we call ‘rebirth’. Before we discuss the process of rebirth and its compulsions, let us remove a misconceived notion about soul. Some people wrongly believe that it is soul which takes rebirth. In the Gita, the embodied soul is called Dehi meaning one with a body. It is also said in the Gita that just as a man puts on new clothes discarding the worn-out ones, so the dehi takes on new bodies discarding the worn-out ones. This gives an impression that it is soul that takes on new bodies out of its own volition or compulsion. This will be a wrong interpretation of the Gita text because soul has no volition or compulsion. Soul is devoid of any quality or attributes (nirvikara). So, how can it have any desire or compulsion to be reborn to experience the sorrows and sufferings of samsara. Another misconceived notion about soul persists in the minds of some people who believe the soul to travel from one body to another. In their misconception, soul is like a tiny bird that flows out of one body and enters another body, which is absurd. All such misconceptions are due to ignorance regarding the true nature of soul. Soul being the essence of all existence pervades and permeates all that we perceive and experience in the phenomenal world. That being so, the question of its traveling from one place to another like a moving object does not arise. Even a moderate student of physical science will tell you that something which is all-pervasive does not move from one place to another. For example, space which is all-pervasive does not move from one place to another. It follows, therefore, that soul neither goes out of the body nor enters any body. But, as soon as an astral body adopts a gross body, the all-encompassing soul takes it into its embrace and illumines it with consciousness which is its intrinsic nature. It is both within the body and beyond it. Being within the body and conditioned by its limitations, it is called ‘embodied’. Reverting to the issue of rebirth, we have observed that it is the astral body that adopts a gross body. But why and under what compulsion? It is to be borne in mind in this context  that the astral body itself is an effect of another cause, that is, ‘causal body’ (kaaran shareer). What constitutes the causal body? It is the name of ungratified desires (vaasana) accumulated over the length of a life-time, and in some cases many life times.  Desires which remain ungratified create impressions on the mind, which are carried forward even after death. It is an undisputed fact that howsoever hard we may strive we are not able to fulfill all the desires we entertain in our life. Entertaining desires becomes a mental habit with us and we continue entertaining desires even when we get physically weak and can no longer make any physical exertion. Impressions of all such ungratified desires become accumulated to constitute the causal body which impels the astral body to adopt a fresh gross body after the previous body is deserted and dead. The type and texture of the causal body determines as to what type of gross body the astral body will adopt. If the ungratified desires are of sattvik nature which seek gratification in noble pursuits of life, which has been interrupted by sudden termination of the gross body, the astral body is bound to adopt a body that facilitates pursuit of these ideals. On the other hand, if the ungratified desires are of base and sensual type, the astral body is likely to take a body of animal instinct easily found in the animal kingdom where gratification of such desires is more easily possible.      Thus the causal body becomes the first link in a causal chain to cause an astral body followed by a gross body and again by a reinforced causal body. This causal sequence perpetuates to innumerable births and deaths making jiva to suffer the painful experiences of samsara. In Buddhist philosophy we find a similar chain of causation for the sufferings of samsara. The highly analytical mind of Lord Buddha had unraveled twelve causes beginning with ignorance, which he called twelve links of the Causal Wheel. If one or more links of the Causal Wheel could be broken, Lord Buddha had preached, the Wheel would stop and the suffering humanity could get out of it. Similar is the case with the causal chain beginning with the causal body but with a little difference. Here there are not many links and the only intervening link i.e. the astral body cannot be done away with unless the first link i.e. the causal body is broken. So in order to break free from this causal chain one has to break free from the causal body i.e. the accumulated stock of ungratified desires (vaasana). Exhaustion of this accumulated stock is not an easy task. It is like an increasing bank balance with compound interest. For exhausting this stock, the first imperative is to stop further investments. That is to say, fresh desires should not be entertained. This is possible by the practice of dispassion and detachment, which does also help in removing the residual impressions of ungratified desires. The next step is inculcation of the capacity to discriminate between sat (real) and asat (unreal). This is called Viveka. Vairagya (detachment) and Viveka (discrimination) are the two weapons with which the shackles of all residual impressions of ungratified desires (vaasana) can be cut asunder. In the Hindu scriptural texts, vaasana is known as sin. A man free from vaasana is virtually free from all sins (nishpap). Last but not the least, the grace of God is the greatest antidote to wipe off sins, as Lord Krishna most eloquently promises to humanity: Leaving aside all Dharmas, take refugee in Me alone; I will release thee from all sins, grieve not (Gita: 18/66)

My Most Epic Dream ever remembered

My Dream this morning was the most epic sureal dream i have ever had in my entire life with the full enssence of sound and light and interactive control of my self with the world that i would guess is the realm where dis-logical happenings can happen and a world where people have adapted their lives to such an extent that they have control of everything in the world that they live.
Like for instance! I was walking around talking to people and greating people who seemed relaxed happy and contempt with their lives! as if there was no need for fear or any knowlege of what fear means.

The people seemed to show amazing interest in me and i was questioned by a person amongst a group of people who seemed to show a true ability to express such interest in face and gesture that really only made me focus and realize even more about  where i was.
The sun was bright and warming and i was amazed on how i found the abbility to stay calm and not let my self get too excited about being able to stay without waking up.
Anyway this guy asked me where i was from and i said i was from a place called Earth and on earth rationality and the way our world works is far sharper and many laws that i see here do not apply.
A woman showed interest in what i said and she kind of given me a tour of the place.
Before my curious exploring side was awaken.
I was always drawn away by unusual events that happened around the street.
I have to be honest the amount of things i saw was so much that right now while i write this i do find it difficult to remember. 
There was a technical device that every body seemed to carry that attached to the side of their waist and some had it on their wrists.  It was some kind of  a touch screen with some symbols on it.
Somebody showed me some of it functions.
The device gave the people control over their own body matter and also acted as an informative device to alert people of a giant wave of water that would come from the direction of the sun light every so often.
When people were alerted i looked towards the sea and saw a huge cristal clear ocean rise and come towards us.
The people then selected a mode on their device! and this gave them the ability to use the wave as a pleasureful activity that was enjoyed by every single person.
The device changed the DNA of the wearer to a highly dynamic aquatic form that allowed them to swim into the force.  This was highly addictive to these people.
Its like they have adapted to disasters instead of fearing them.
Even the buildings were built to withstand the forces of the ocean.
It was amazing seeing hundreds of people bracing themselves for the transformation and the force with out seeing any sign of fear.
There seemed to be somebody near me with a faulty device.  The icon for the Dynamic Aquatic transformation button was not on the screen where every body else s was and looked like he had some virus that had hijacked that part of the screen.    So quick thinking and the on coming wave caused me to try and work a way out to fix a device from a society of people i never knew.
I didn't understand the writing or icons.  But i did see somebody elses device and noticed what was missing from this device i had before me.
So i looked underneath and pealed back a lable and saw a hole! i poked something in it! in the hope that it would reset device and restore it to original condition.
And behold the button that was needed returned back to original default location on screen.
I was amazed that i was still dreaming even after doing some serious thinking that normally would wake me up.
Some how i managed to stay calm and keep with the dream.
I was asked to use the device but i said i am fine as i am not really part of your reality so this water will not have any effect on me what so ever.
Then i stood there bracing the huge rushing waves watching everybody curiously even when the water over came us and i was in a deep ocean as i saw the people evolve into sharp fast wiggling creatures charging through the force.  Who knows! Maybe the force of the ocean feeds their bodies with so much energy that when the water has gone! The powers are then used for Telekinesis and disruption of Logical matter that we know of.
But while i was in the water my mobile phone rang in our realm!   It was my Dad asking me if i am going into town to meet up for a drink.  I said yea sure.  So as i got ready that dream was on my Mind.
I am glad i just wrote this down on my blog! as its helped me remember my dream more vividly.
I may consider doing a painting or picture of people standing bracing the power of the waves.
So click my Follow button and do check here very soon  so you can see what i create.